How Do I Begin To Explain........

Let me start by saying that today is my six year wedding anniversary.....and I feel kind of numb. I believe "shell shocked" is the term I am looking for. Today two of my friends apparently decided to go their separate ways from me. Why? Well, that is between me and them and any interpretation that they wish to share. Somehow I have gained a knack for people to disassociate themselves from me on important dates. Example Candace on my mother in law's birthday. Now Abby and Leslie on my wedding anniversary?
The phrase, "sometimes things fall a part for better things to come together", comes to mind. Yet right now I see no silver lining in this. I am kind of at a loss for words right now.
....I really don't know how to feel....